Rocks n Stuff

2/2/2015
1) Appreciated myself for trying out something new at the Art Saloon, even though there were no business today. Appreciated having James invited me to this event which I was so looking forward to.

2) Appreciated that Maryann would share her thoughts with me, and that I'm not alone in suffering from self debilitating neurosis. And gave me a ride afterwards.

3) I was able to grab some cold food from Toa Payoh.

3/2/2015
1) Had a sleep that was refreshing.

2) Today, I was more alert when I was talking to Vik, and had a lively debate with him after Alan gave his perspective about the business.

3) I had a nice walk in Lower Pierce Reservoir. Appreciated seeing a school of small fishes tagging along with a big one. Don't know why they did that. Today, the forest seems a little more 3 dimensioned.

4) Appreciated the dried noodles that I had, simply just because I missed having it, and remembering how when I was young, such noodles cost $1.

5) I think one thing which I had been told, that's still on my mind, is how I comment on things, but I don't get things done. It bothers me. But I appreciate the truth in it. Do I regard my comments as useless? No. I regard it as a good disrupter. The times when I speak. Usually, I'd think it's something important. I don't know how to small talk. But it's true on some levels that I don't get things done. And that's some valuable feedback.

6) Appreciated the movie CT sent, about how fathers generally regard their child unconditionally. I think I made a mess of my life generally. And finds it hard to appreciate things. This year hasn't been exactly great for me so far.

7) But I do appreciate the fact that there are people still believing in me for whatsoever reasons. And I appreciate the help they offer to render.